Haven't been able to update much cuz i've been UBER busy between college, applications etc etc.. But HEY! I've found the perfect way to jumstart my blog again! Whee Hahaha Got it from tse ying's blog which is Tumblr's 30 days letter challenge. It just seems like the best way to make amends and keep my god-forsaken blog alive. The challenge is

• Day 1 — Your Best Friend
• Day 2 — Your Crush
• Day 3 — Your parents
• Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
• Day 5 — Your dreams
• Day 6 — A stranger
• Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
• Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
• Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
• Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
• Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
• Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
• Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
• Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
• Day 15 — The person you miss the most
• Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
• Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
• Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
• Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
• Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
• Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
• Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
• Day 23 — The last person you kissed
• Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
• Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
• Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
• Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
• Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
• Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
• Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

DAY 1 : Your best friend

You've always been there for me. You are my shoulder, my shield, my rock. You are one of the many reasons I look back and think "I don't need a man". I hope that I'm always there for you as you have always been for me. And as gay as you will say all this sounds (as usual), I love you too much to care because you are my best friend and I will always care for you. Our friendship is never once taken for granted and I'm forever thankful for our classroom encounter on the first day of school 12 years ago.

Love, me.

Haha I think I just disgraced every BM teacher who ever taught me.

WHAT UNFORTUNATELY HAPPENED AT THE MAMAK! (dung dung dung)

After ordering my nasi kandar, I stared into the basket where they keep all the cutlery and they ran out of forks. Go figure =/ So I was about to ask the waiter for forks I realised. I forgot what was fork in Malay. Imagine my embarassment =.= While he was busying himself with our drink orders I was thinking long and hard what fork was in malay again and I came up with TWO words. 'Garpu' and 'sudu'. At first I thought 'garpu' was spoon so I was cracking my head for fork when I came up with 'sudu'. I got even more confused since BOTH 'sudu' and 'garpu' sounded like spoon to me so I just gave up and decided on 'garpu'. When the idiot came back with our drinks I was like "BANG! GARPU!". BUT THEN HE JUST STARED AT ME. So obviously I thought I said the wrong word. We ended up just staring at each other until he just walked away. I started prodding my seemingly yummy prawn with the spoon thinking up ways to eat it without a fork when HE CAME BACK with TWO forks for my mum and I. That prawn was the most rewarding prawn I ever felt like I deserved. Hahahaha But yeah. I feel bad that all my BM teachers hard work went to waste on me. =(

Anyways, TOMORROW I'M STARTING MY PART TIME STUDENT AMBASSADOR THING! So. YEAY!

I don't feel like I'm on holiday anymore. I had so much time today so I thought to myself "Why don't I be a good girl and get some homework done?" Going from subject to subject, I realised that there was more than I thought and some that I barely even remember the lecturers giving. So I did the smartest thing. Tossed my pencil on the table, switched off the light and took a nice longggggggggg nap. it's 10.30pm now and I'm still sleepy. That's not good. =/

Heard "Faraway" by Nickelback on the radio few days ago and it really brought back memories from my Secondary days. At 18, I'd expect the memories to be... kinda fuzzy but with a hint of nostalgia in it. haha FORTUNATELY, it's not completely blur, though I think I wasn't very alert then. I remember a lot of screaming though. AND! I DO remember old friends, new friends, first loves, past loves, and a whole new set of teachers, especially Puan Teo. Sadly I'm still not over her. She's like the dirt on my white shorts. Permanent and immovable. When I admire my unpinned fringe, or when I'm picking at my now extremely long and PWEETY nails, I still think of her. BOO. But secondary school was fun...-ish. It's definitely the best time to make mistakes and learn from them, and I admit. I've made A LOT. In five years, I've experienced tears, laughter, arguments, heartaches and god knows what else. I've grown, and I think I am a better person now. I'm definitely not as naive as I was then. I strive to be the best of a friend I can be without jeopardizing my own life. There has to be a limit to everything. And if I did step on anyone's toes, I am sincerely sorry and I hope there's no hard feelings between us anymore.

Omg I'll redo my blog main picture another day. I'm too damn tired. I have the whole holiday to do it anyway.

I'm not sure whether I'm screaming in joy over the fact that DAMN AS AND CLASSES ARE OVER or that I'm bawling cuz Singapore ended so soon. Haish. But you know what?!

I SWEAR TO GOD NOVEMBER WAS THE GOD DAMN LONGEST MONTH OF MY GOD-FORSAKEN LIFE until A2 especially when I have to do Further Maths then. What did I get myself into =.=

ANYWAYS! Singapore was a blast, except I didn't go there with a peace of mind. UCAS kept nagging me at the side. Damn UCAS. Back to Singapore.

UNIVERSAL : AWESOME (except the awesomest roller coaster was closed so.. pfft.)

SHOPPING : TO DIE FOR

FOOD : good enough to survive on laa

MODE OF TRANSPORT : ... better than ktm and lrt laaa

I wanna go back so badly =(




Watched Rapunzel IN 3D yesterday and I just wanna apologize to Andrea eventhough it's not really MY fault it was SOO cheesy and that tears part was SO PREDICTABLE (unless I'm psychic =.=). Inception was a million times better. I actually CRIED for Inception. But yeah, Andrea if you ever manage to stumble on my blog and read this,


But I'm not sorry we laughed at the part where Jean cried. I still don't get why Jean cried unless it was over her busted car mirror.

i wurveee youu hahaha

Anyway that's for now. I now declare myself ON HOLIDAY and am planning to reread the final Harry Potter book (Yes, the first installment of the final movie was awesome. Tom Felton.. ack what happened to you? You were so adorable then =( ) and maybe get some homework done? hahaha yeah right.

GOOD NEWS : ME IZ GOINGZ TO SINGAPORE

BAD NEWS : ME IZ HOMELESS

Actually I shoud have expected something like this. My luck was never that fantastic to begin with. Something was bound to go wrong sooner or later =/